Well, as of 11am today I am no longer a teacher but a stay at home mom. Aka SAHM.

Made it through with a minimum of tears, and those were only with Scout and only briefly, when I got home last night from being out with the nearest and dearest for my first post pregnancy drink(s). He asked if I’d had fun. I said yes. I shed my few tears and was just sorry it was done.

I feel like I missed out on just how close I could have been to some of these people. Yet again I wonder if I would have made more of an effort if we could have been closer. But then again is that really a help right now – I’m still leaving.

Could it be a help in the future to keep this perspective, well yeah.

My cousin died this week.

The house I wanted in the land of vices sold.