I can’t make anyone change.
I can give myself a break.
When things go wrong, I might just not be all my fault.
When things go wrong, I might just have had some fault in the matter.
That fault is mine.
I need to focus on what I need to be doing.
Spending three days focusing on Alex is awesome.
People love Alex.
Doing something nice, and not expecting anything to come from it, is okay.
Expecting someone to treat me like I matter is definitely okay.
Kicking someone out when they don’t treat me like I matter – excellent.
Evaluating what I could have done differently – makes me a grown up and not a child.
Telling someone I need them to treat me like I matter – is fair.
Telling someone I will do my best to talk WITH them to come up with a solution makes me a good friend.
Telling someone here’s your fucking choices take them or leave them fuck you, doesn’t improve a situation.
I have such awesome friends, I must be pretty fucking rad myself.