There is something wrong near my heart and I don’t understand it.
When I try to relax, especially when I need to go to sleep, there is this space around my heart that makes me feel uncomfortable. Like if I could massage it and get blood flowing to it would help.
I don’t know what is wrong. I can’t stretch it, I can’t breathe it, I can’t fix it.
It’s uncomfortable. It almost hurts.
I’m drunk right now. I drank an overly large glass of wine, hoping it would help. It did not. The gap around my heart is still there.
And now my face is flaming and hot.