There is something wrong near my heart and I don’t understand it.

When I try to relax, especially when I need to go to sleep, there is this space around my heart that makes me feel uncomfortable. Like if I could massage it and get blood flowing to it would help.

I don’t know what is wrong. I can’t stretch it, I can’t breathe it, I can’t fix it.

It’s uncomfortable. It almost hurts.

I’m drunk right now. I drank an overly large glass of wine, hoping it would help. It did not. The gap around my heart is still there.

And now my face is flaming and hot.