So I’ve been in charge for two whole days now and we have survived.

But you should have felt the relief flow through me when Scout said he was taking off work tomorrow.

Since two of the last three weeks have been such clustersmacks my milk is WAY low. All the stock pile I had (at least two full days worth) are now all gone. I mean I get it, stress, moving, not pumping regularly, signing up to be a quarter mil in debt between two mortgages, living in temp quarters, crazy cat, Scout back to work…. I get how perhaps I’m not in the best shape to be gaining ounces or anything but man, it’s stressful to, for the first time, be running out of milk and having reserve formula. I’ve even given him water a couple of times to tide him over when I thought he was just drinking and not really hungry.