Today I had to do the unthinkable.

I can’t….

I don’t even want to admit it to you….

But you deserve the truth….

In the midst of NaBloMe (Dawn 2Pair coined it, I merely steal it) and NaNoWriMyAssOffMo, and the hundreds of unread posts in my reader, and then the painters being here and not being able to get on the ‘net all one day this week, and then actually being a parent, and then the night I fell asleep at 930… and the other night I didn’t fall asleep till 4am….

All of this my friends … I did the unthinkable.

I hit “Mark All As Read”

Oh God, the shame.

And then.

I marked all my emails as read. I haven’t responded to anyone all week, and not much last week either.

I’m a bad bad blog friend.


ps. to everyone who wanted to know what food was Alex was eating last week – brocolli.

pps. I’m putting myself on PPD watch-day one. I think I’m just so tired I can’t move, think or motivte – but I need to watch it – I know if I mention it here that I’m accountable for it and I won’t ignore it or blow it off. We’ll see how things look when I’m not on 4 hours or less of sleep.